"Happy are those who dream dreams and are
ready to pay the price to make them come true"
ready to pay the price to make them come true"
so i was reading diente de leon (http://blowballinthewind.blogspot.com/). Go check it out, i love it!! :) So she wrote something about her goals in life & stuff... :) Thats cool you know, cause as well as her i have other goals in life!!! & ill follow her steps haha like i wont only make this blog about my anorexic shit haha, theres more to life than that!! Today wasnt a pretty day... i mean it went on GREAT until dinner... awful, let me tell you... but hey i wont write about that in this post!
i have dreams! as im sure you all do right? since i was a kid i was always concerned about the enviroment! haha i loved animals! i still do., thats why i became a vegetarian 2 years ago... i wanted to be a biologist/ecologist soooo bad!, but i was stupid & listened to what others had to say (yup they told me i wasnt gonna get anywhere! i would die of hunger, AS IF i care about that!, they told me i wasnt gonna make enough money to survive! that i wasnt gonna get a good job! blah blah blah... those douchebags! or shall i say IM THE DOUCHEBAG! for listening & not following my dreams!!! but hey the past is the past! & just cause im not a biologist doesnt mean i cannot work somewhere, where i can help this world in a way right? im studying maketing, & someday i wanna work for greenpeace, the green cross, WWF, i dunno somewhere like that... does that sound crazy? i ask you cause everytime i talk about this to some people i raise a few eyebrows, & not in a good way... (its a bit sarcastic actually...)
also i wanna get out of this place so baaddd! i hate living where i live! (im not gonna tell ya where cause as ive said before, im a paranoid freak!!) i live in America, the continent not the US haha. English isnt my mother tongue, it actually is spanish! :)... God & now i feel ive given too much information & my mom's gonna read this tomorrow & send me to a shrink ... lol yup thats how crazy i am!!! Anyway when i finish college i wanna move to Europe! i dunno how but i WILL do that! i visited Spain last year & OMGOSH i loved it sooo much! id really like to live there someday, or Paris!! i was in Paris just for one effin' day :( & it was sooo cold!!! i didnt fully enjoyed it! but it was an AMAZING place, i loved it & im dying to go back & wander around the streets & avenues of that beautiful city without worrying about catching a plane the next day in the morning!!!! :)
when i was in spain i had SUCH a great time! besides i lost like 3 kilos! yup traveling without parents can be a PRO when you wanna lose weight! haha somedays i didnt eat a thing! i would wake up early, take a shower, get off the apartment or hotel walk a few blocks to Starbucks & buy a latte, then go wander aroud, meeting awesome people, go on a day without even touching food! not even thinking about it for being too amazed by Toledo's beauty, or Las Ramblas in Barcelona! or simply just being too nervous waiting to see that Spanish dude i met, whom by the way... i never got to kiss & vice-versa he never got to kiss me...
i dunno what it was but Spain captivated me, left me wishing for MORE! :) as well as Paris! though paris left me HUNGER FOR SOOO MUCH MUCH MOOORE! If i had the chance to go back right this second, i wouldnt even think about it! I cannot wait to have that freedom again! YES i will miss my parents & friends, but this town is just NOT for me!
I wanna get off of this place & go meet the whole world! wanna go around it again and again! Meeting people, their cultures! EVERYTHING!! im facinated by this world!! i wanna go seek into the deep of the forests in Brasil, be amazed by The great pyramids of Giza!, walk the Great Wall of China, photograph the Taj Mahal in India, go see the Neuschwanstein Castle in Germany, the Big Ben in England, the Grand Canyon, go visit Anna Frank house in Amsterdam... & oh if i keep going on i may never stop...
I'm planning on working in Belgium for a year after i graduate from college! nono im not planning I WILL do it! haha :) im stokeddd to get there! you know like reaching all these long term goals... do you think its too much?? i think not! it may be hard, but i think anything is possible right? what do you think? i still have so many more ideas floating in my head right now, but its getting late & i need to get some rest! Tomorrow ill start going to the gym, so i wont have any time to sleep in the afternoons!
i hope i didnt bore you & you got to finish reading without falling asleep on the keyboard!!, if you didn't thanxx! :) & OMGOSH i just saw that now i have 7 followers!! haha THANK YOUUU!!! so i have an idea!! whoever reads this... make a post on your blog, & tell me and the world more about yourself! your hopes & dreams, what you wish from this life? your goals? apart from losing weight & stuff, i wanna know more about you!! im sure you all expect something more from this life! yes we all know what we have in common (ANA) but what makes US different from each other? what are your hobbies? how do you see the world? cause i love reading & listening to what others have to say about themselves, about the world! :) kk? so if you think its a good idea then do it! :) & leave me comments plzzz!!!! haha... xoxo, Matilda ;)
i have dreams! as im sure you all do right? since i was a kid i was always concerned about the enviroment! haha i loved animals! i still do., thats why i became a vegetarian 2 years ago... i wanted to be a biologist/ecologist soooo bad!, but i was stupid & listened to what others had to say (yup they told me i wasnt gonna get anywhere! i would die of hunger, AS IF i care about that!, they told me i wasnt gonna make enough money to survive! that i wasnt gonna get a good job! blah blah blah... those douchebags! or shall i say IM THE DOUCHEBAG! for listening & not following my dreams!!! but hey the past is the past! & just cause im not a biologist doesnt mean i cannot work somewhere, where i can help this world in a way right? im studying maketing, & someday i wanna work for greenpeace, the green cross, WWF, i dunno somewhere like that... does that sound crazy? i ask you cause everytime i talk about this to some people i raise a few eyebrows, & not in a good way... (its a bit sarcastic actually...)
also i wanna get out of this place so baaddd! i hate living where i live! (im not gonna tell ya where cause as ive said before, im a paranoid freak!!) i live in America, the continent not the US haha. English isnt my mother tongue, it actually is spanish! :)... God & now i feel ive given too much information & my mom's gonna read this tomorrow & send me to a shrink ... lol yup thats how crazy i am!!! Anyway when i finish college i wanna move to Europe! i dunno how but i WILL do that! i visited Spain last year & OMGOSH i loved it sooo much! id really like to live there someday, or Paris!! i was in Paris just for one effin' day :( & it was sooo cold!!! i didnt fully enjoyed it! but it was an AMAZING place, i loved it & im dying to go back & wander around the streets & avenues of that beautiful city without worrying about catching a plane the next day in the morning!!!! :)
when i was in spain i had SUCH a great time! besides i lost like 3 kilos! yup traveling without parents can be a PRO when you wanna lose weight! haha somedays i didnt eat a thing! i would wake up early, take a shower, get off the apartment or hotel walk a few blocks to Starbucks & buy a latte, then go wander aroud, meeting awesome people, go on a day without even touching food! not even thinking about it for being too amazed by Toledo's beauty, or Las Ramblas in Barcelona! or simply just being too nervous waiting to see that Spanish dude i met, whom by the way... i never got to kiss & vice-versa he never got to kiss me...
i dunno what it was but Spain captivated me, left me wishing for MORE! :) as well as Paris! though paris left me HUNGER FOR SOOO MUCH MUCH MOOORE! If i had the chance to go back right this second, i wouldnt even think about it! I cannot wait to have that freedom again! YES i will miss my parents & friends, but this town is just NOT for me!
I wanna get off of this place & go meet the whole world! wanna go around it again and again! Meeting people, their cultures! EVERYTHING!! im facinated by this world!! i wanna go seek into the deep of the forests in Brasil, be amazed by The great pyramids of Giza!, walk the Great Wall of China, photograph the Taj Mahal in India, go see the Neuschwanstein Castle in Germany, the Big Ben in England, the Grand Canyon, go visit Anna Frank house in Amsterdam... & oh if i keep going on i may never stop...
I'm planning on working in Belgium for a year after i graduate from college! nono im not planning I WILL do it! haha :) im stokeddd to get there! you know like reaching all these long term goals... do you think its too much?? i think not! it may be hard, but i think anything is possible right? what do you think? i still have so many more ideas floating in my head right now, but its getting late & i need to get some rest! Tomorrow ill start going to the gym, so i wont have any time to sleep in the afternoons!
i hope i didnt bore you & you got to finish reading without falling asleep on the keyboard!!, if you didn't thanxx! :) & OMGOSH i just saw that now i have 7 followers!! haha THANK YOUUU!!! so i have an idea!! whoever reads this... make a post on your blog, & tell me and the world more about yourself! your hopes & dreams, what you wish from this life? your goals? apart from losing weight & stuff, i wanna know more about you!! im sure you all expect something more from this life! yes we all know what we have in common (ANA) but what makes US different from each other? what are your hobbies? how do you see the world? cause i love reading & listening to what others have to say about themselves, about the world! :) kk? so if you think its a good idea then do it! :) & leave me comments plzzz!!!! haha... xoxo, Matilda ;)
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