DAMN!!!!

So... yesterday was my second day on the ABC diet... & i failed!!! Some friends & i went out...
and drank LOTS of alcohol! i don't even wanna THINK bout all those calories! So today i'm starting ...again... ugh this sucks, fortunatly i'm not planning on going out this weekend, & if i'm invited i guess i'll have to make something up so i don't have to go... coz i know if i go out i'll end up drinking, or eating some nachos or CAKE! ugh I HATE EFFIN' FOOD!!!! :'( .
It's noon & again i've only had a light granola bar, my mom is home so she'll make me have lunch, but then she & my dad will leave, wohooo!! lol anyway i'll try to keep it calm with lunch. I'm starting to freak out about my parents finding out. I guess i'm just a paranoid freak lol...