hey everyone!! well i lost NO fucking pound this week! ughh!! no excuses... im a BIG COW!
on thursday me and some friends went to a bar & they were all drinking beer but i ordered a cup of coffee... lols what a loser! but gosh beer has tons of cals! anyway... we were talking about JT's new girlfriend blah blah... & somehow someone said: "YEAH Have you noticed how matilda never eats???????" & suddenly everyone had forgotten about JT's girlfriend !! i was like NO WAY you guys shut up! i they were all "concerned" about me and my eating habits! i was soo fucking scared i had no idea what to say... i told them to shut up, and to stop saying all that stuff about my habits when they dont spend most of the day with me! that at home i ate loads! & then one of them said yeah ok i you say so then i might call your mom and ask her! lets see what she says! OMGOSH GURLS! i almost started crying!!! i got really upset & told them all to shut the fuck up and stop messing with my fucking life!! (i know i know, it was a stupid reaction of mine) but honestly how the heck was i supposed to react!!... So when i said that they said... you've got a problem matilda, if you wanna lose weight go to specialist, blah blah but dont be stupid!! and then JT told me that i was only gonna end up fatter if i kept on "fasting" myself! those words scared the FUCK out of me! is it true? like how am i gonna get fatter when im not eating!!! :( gosh i hate them! well to make a long story short... i try to relaxe... and asked them to stop it, that they were not going to convince me about anything, besides i wasnt doing anything wrong, and told them not to make assumtions about my way of living! cause they spent like 20% of my day around me! so they all "agreed" but not really... cause they noticed i was really upset and told me to relaxe! they said OK...but still you gotta be careful.. and we're gonna keep an eye on you.. blah blah DUTCHBAGS! i mean i love them, yeah they've been my friends since forever but i really hate it when someone trys to take control of my life! after that they acted as if nothing had happened... hope it keeps on going that way!
okay gotta go! love yall!
on thursday me and some friends went to a bar & they were all drinking beer but i ordered a cup of coffee... lols what a loser! but gosh beer has tons of cals! anyway... we were talking about JT's new girlfriend blah blah... & somehow someone said: "YEAH Have you noticed how matilda never eats???????" & suddenly everyone had forgotten about JT's girlfriend !! i was like NO WAY you guys shut up! i they were all "concerned" about me and my eating habits! i was soo fucking scared i had no idea what to say... i told them to shut up, and to stop saying all that stuff about my habits when they dont spend most of the day with me! that at home i ate loads! & then one of them said yeah ok i you say so then i might call your mom and ask her! lets see what she says! OMGOSH GURLS! i almost started crying!!! i got really upset & told them all to shut the fuck up and stop messing with my fucking life!! (i know i know, it was a stupid reaction of mine) but honestly how the heck was i supposed to react!!... So when i said that they said... you've got a problem matilda, if you wanna lose weight go to specialist, blah blah but dont be stupid!! and then JT told me that i was only gonna end up fatter if i kept on "fasting" myself! those words scared the FUCK out of me! is it true? like how am i gonna get fatter when im not eating!!! :( gosh i hate them! well to make a long story short... i try to relaxe... and asked them to stop it, that they were not going to convince me about anything, besides i wasnt doing anything wrong, and told them not to make assumtions about my way of living! cause they spent like 20% of my day around me! so they all "agreed" but not really... cause they noticed i was really upset and told me to relaxe! they said OK...but still you gotta be careful.. and we're gonna keep an eye on you.. blah blah DUTCHBAGS! i mean i love them, yeah they've been my friends since forever but i really hate it when someone trys to take control of my life! after that they acted as if nothing had happened... hope it keeps on going that way!
okay gotta go! love yall!
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next time you plan a meal, just make sure you eat it in front of them..
ResponderEliminarthe same sitch has happened to me once or twice.. just pretend like it didnt happen when you see them again and they shouldnt bring it up..
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Oh, hun, never mind. That happens sometimes and it sucks. But next time try to keep your cool and no one will be any wiser. Whenever I DO eat, I make sure I eat right in front of my family or friends. It's so stupid that people think they can do that to you- it's just like "Get the frick outta my business, please!"
ResponderEliminarStay strong!
xoxoxo
I hear ya! x
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