hunger hurts but starving works! <3<3

heyy! oh god today i had SUCH an awesome day!! i went to college my mom gave me yogurt, an apple & a light granola bar. i gave them all away to my friends, all except the granola bar that was the only thing i ate in the morning and a cup of coffee thats like what? 100 cals?

so i drank loads of water to try to calm down my tummy who wasnt really helping me pretend i wasnt hungry! it was growling like a giant LION i swear! people heard it in China! after college i went directly to the gym! :D oooooh it felt sooooooooooooooooooo good!! burning all those cals!!! i rode a stationary bike for 20 min then did 40 min of spinning! i felt so good i completely forgot about the hunger pains!! :) came back home at 4:30 pm, did some reading, & ate another light granola bar. I lay down on the couch for about 30 min, i was EXHAUSTED!! I had some homework to do stand up & did it. When my parents came back, my mom asked me what i had eaten!! i relaxed & said "oh i bought a bowl fruit at college, it was sooo good!!!" & guess what? SHE BELIEVED ME!!! :D:D:D, though i feel kinda bad cause i hate lying to my mom, shes been THE BEST with me & thats not exactly the BEST way to pay her back :(, but theres nothing i can do...

So that means today i only had about 200 cals!! yayyy & did 1 hour of excercie!!! & drank like LOADS of water! :) great day! oh yess & guess what? i weighed today & im down to 136 pounds!! OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! one down... ONE TO GO! :) yay!! its quite unbelievable though... cause yesterday i binged!!! :S but naw! i lost a pound im soo exited i cannot believe it!!! yayayayayyyyyyyyyy!! :D:D:D GURLS! hard work is finally paying off!! :D:D yayyy! thanxx for your comments! they make me happy, really, so dont stop commenting plzz! :( i've been getting less & less comments each day! :( where are you ????