heyy everyone.. how you all doing Im good I guess… but FIRST.. I forgot.. NADS you like harry potter? I read you were gonna use part of your money for the harry potter movie or something like that right? Hahahah I don’t know why im even asking… why im making it public … I am a harry potter geek! Always been.. since I read the first book when I was like 12 lol :P yup im all stoked about harry potter and the half blood prince premier! Haha : ) aaaanyway.
Okay… I fasted for 3 days in a row, FUCKING AWESOME right? Haha … on the fourth day I fasted until 7:30pm … fuck, me and jt went for a cup of coffee. I tried to focus on my fasting thingy and drank only a cup of coffee, while he had a piece of chocolate cake (I was fucking dyiiing inside let me tell you… i wanted to eat that shit so baad! Lol but fucking didn’t ;) yeah im awesome… haha) soo he told me about his new girlfriend, that they fight too much… she’s too jealous blah blah… , I told him about my umm… well my life’s been pretty dullish lately so I only listened… haha so we we were on our way back to my house and we found some friends, they were going to have a few beers… and invited us… and I was like HECK NOOO! No no fucking way… but they won me over… haha we got there and we started drinking : ( fuck fuck fuck. (Im one of those who gets drunk REAL FAST! :$) haha yup I got wasted .. and ate… yup i ate nachos… and drank like.. tons of beer… fucking awful!! :( that was yesterday… and today I woke up with a fucking headache! and feeling fucking FAT. And I just ate a bowl of white rice… I was fucking hungry Im sorry… im stupid and fat!But you know what… fuck it! I failed okay, im stupid okay… but tomorrow’s another day and I WILL start this fast thingy … again, I mean on my first try I could do it for 3 days… well now on my 2nd time it'll be for 6 days right! The important thing is NEVER giving fucking up !! :)oh fuck I gotta go my mom’s calling.
I just noticed I say fuck a lot… haha but I’m still classy! ;) fuck yeah!! lol
Okay… I fasted for 3 days in a row, FUCKING AWESOME right? Haha … on the fourth day I fasted until 7:30pm … fuck, me and jt went for a cup of coffee. I tried to focus on my fasting thingy and drank only a cup of coffee, while he had a piece of chocolate cake (I was fucking dyiiing inside let me tell you… i wanted to eat that shit so baad! Lol but fucking didn’t ;) yeah im awesome… haha) soo he told me about his new girlfriend, that they fight too much… she’s too jealous blah blah… , I told him about my umm… well my life’s been pretty dullish lately so I only listened… haha so we we were on our way back to my house and we found some friends, they were going to have a few beers… and invited us… and I was like HECK NOOO! No no fucking way… but they won me over… haha we got there and we started drinking : ( fuck fuck fuck. (Im one of those who gets drunk REAL FAST! :$) haha yup I got wasted .. and ate… yup i ate nachos… and drank like.. tons of beer… fucking awful!! :( that was yesterday… and today I woke up with a fucking headache! and feeling fucking FAT. And I just ate a bowl of white rice… I was fucking hungry Im sorry… im stupid and fat!But you know what… fuck it! I failed okay, im stupid okay… but tomorrow’s another day and I WILL start this fast thingy … again, I mean on my first try I could do it for 3 days… well now on my 2nd time it'll be for 6 days right! The important thing is NEVER giving fucking up !! :)oh fuck I gotta go my mom’s calling.
I just noticed I say fuck a lot… haha but I’m still classy! ;) fuck yeah!! lol
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HA! You make me smile XD Good on you, you fucking classy girl! :P ..And thank you, thank you, thank you for your comment! You give me strength :)
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PS - Hell yeah! Harry Potter nerds rule! 2 more days till HBP!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAH YOU LOVE HARRY POTTER; TOO?! Haha! I love you now! That's great! I actually was part of the "blitzübersetzung"team. That's like in Germany there were 60 people in a team and we had to translate the book into German within 48 hours and we had like people for those magic words and muggle and words like that and spells and for every chapter a person who had to make sure everyone was ready and in the end we had it translated within less than 48 hours! It was awesome! and i did so many pages because there where people who hadn't gotten the book in time. Awesome, i swear we were in like every fucking newspaper. Haha.
ResponderEliminaroh god I'm so proud of you for fasting for three days. I wish I could do that. I so want to be like you right now. you're so strong. How do you do that???
seriously, you turn into a thinspo :D haha.
oh so you ate nachos? That's what fucked up my fast yesterday, too! Funny! haha. bad nachos!
okay so lets try and fast again. lets just do it.
:)