holly shit!!! gurls listen to me... well read me.. haha DON'T ... EVER... EVER drink three laxative teas a night before a hectic day at college! you are going to regret it...! im a dutchbag, believe me... i had an AWFUL day at college... my tummy ached sooooooooooooo fucking bad! and well... i went to the fucking toilet like... a thousand times... how embarrasing!!.... so my advice to you... if you're planning on drinking 3 laxative teas ... do it ONLY if you know you're gonna be home for about 24 hours!
so i started fasting today... aaaanddd *drumsdrumsdrums* *drumsdrumsdrums* *drumsdrumsdrums*... SUCCESS! nothing, not a thing!!! only drank TONS of water and a diet coke! oh my ... i feel A W E S O M E!
*sigh* ohh and today my mom gave me cookies for my "noon snack".. so i was in class and it thought of giving it away... so i asked a girl who was sitting next to me if she wanted a cookie... and she said YESS THANK YOU! (of course she's skinny and pretty) but my friend B who was sitting on the desk behind me... and listened that i was giving it away... and he said this exact words " FUCK MATILDA! EAT THAT SHIT! STOP GIVING YOUR FOOD AWAY... UNLESS YOU WANNA GET SICK AND DIE!!!" :( i ignored him.... didn't even turn and tell him something... i simply ignored him... but he made me feel awful :( i mean he doesn't understand...
At 5 pm L and i went to B's house to prepare for a stupid presentation we have tomorrow... and we were writing some shit when L received a call.... i dunno who was it, but he/she asked L who she was with ... and L said "with B and Matilda!" and i suppose he/she asked L who i was, cause L said "matilda, my friend... the pale skinned one ...... noo she's thin.... oh yeah not anymore, she's kinda thin now" . I felt kinda "good" but... not so much... cause i know im not thin and i hate it when people say ooh c'mon you're thin!! i mean they are lying! I HAVE EYES AND MIRRORS...!!! but fuck it... i'd better not listen to them, cause i might end up believing it! im not gonna accept "im thin" until the mirror and my eyes tell me I AM! so i m not gonna make a fuss about it! anyway...
ps. and i am soo happy cause bryanna and diente de leon are back!!! haha i missed reading your blogs gurls!!! :) and thannnk youuu journeytoperfection, for all your comments and support! :) you're like my twin!! lol our goals always coincide! and now we're are going to fast! yayy you can do it girl! :) love ya all!! <3>
so i started fasting today... aaaanddd *drumsdrumsdrums* *drumsdrumsdrums* *drumsdrumsdrums*... SUCCESS! nothing, not a thing!!! only drank TONS of water and a diet coke! oh my ... i feel A W E S O M E!
*sigh* ohh and today my mom gave me cookies for my "noon snack".. so i was in class and it thought of giving it away... so i asked a girl who was sitting next to me if she wanted a cookie... and she said YESS THANK YOU! (of course she's skinny and pretty) but my friend B who was sitting on the desk behind me... and listened that i was giving it away... and he said this exact words " FUCK MATILDA! EAT THAT SHIT! STOP GIVING YOUR FOOD AWAY... UNLESS YOU WANNA GET SICK AND DIE!!!" :( i ignored him.... didn't even turn and tell him something... i simply ignored him... but he made me feel awful :( i mean he doesn't understand...
At 5 pm L and i went to B's house to prepare for a stupid presentation we have tomorrow... and we were writing some shit when L received a call.... i dunno who was it, but he/she asked L who she was with ... and L said "with B and Matilda!" and i suppose he/she asked L who i was, cause L said "matilda, my friend... the pale skinned one ...... noo she's thin.... oh yeah not anymore, she's kinda thin now" . I felt kinda "good" but... not so much... cause i know im not thin and i hate it when people say ooh c'mon you're thin!! i mean they are lying! I HAVE EYES AND MIRRORS...!!! but fuck it... i'd better not listen to them, cause i might end up believing it! im not gonna accept "im thin" until the mirror and my eyes tell me I AM! so i m not gonna make a fuss about it! anyway...
ps. and i am soo happy cause bryanna and diente de leon are back!!! haha i missed reading your blogs gurls!!! :) and thannnk youuu journeytoperfection, for all your comments and support! :) you're like my twin!! lol our goals always coincide! and now we're are going to fast! yayy you can do it girl! :) love ya all!! <3>
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Awwe thank you :) That little note at the end made my day! You rock! xoxo
ResponderEliminaraw sweet :)
ResponderEliminarhey that sounds so good what you posted about your mates and them saying stuff like this. now out of interest - how many pounds? you must have lost quite a bit while i was gone, right? I am so proud of you. tiny one :) nice.
and good way, ignoring him. well done :)
uhm ... you might want to check out my blog and the comments post, i wrote quite a lot for you :D haha
and thanks for that tip with jorneytoperfection, i am following her now, too :)
I read your post yesterday and also decided that I was going to fast as much as I could. I really thought I was doing well. But no. I have been letting myself slip again. So Thank You!! xoxo
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