goodbye long term fasting!!

hiii!! okay i finally got the time to write. whew!! the semester is over! :) and i passed all my courses!!! The problem is i may have to say goodbye to my fasting plan... cause i'll have to be home for 3 fucking weeks! before the second semester starts... and if my mom or dad are here they're going to make me eat! at least lunch!! oh boy i dunno what the fuck im going to do. I'll be able to fast only on Tuesdays and weekends! better than nothing right?

I'll still be going to the gym. Oh oh and i've started doing some yoga!! i found an article in a magazine with the "basic" yoga positions... for beginners :) haha i started today! In the beginning you have to stay on the same position for 15 seconds, then 30 ... and so and so... until you can keep the same position for 7 minutes! :)

I love my parents, i really do, they've been soo damn good to me! But i'm kinda exited about the hotel and the restaurant thingy. cause my mom already told me that they will be spending less time at home; cause they have to be there and make plans, you know budgets, menu, cooking and other stuff! so she told me that after college i'll have to go to the hotel to eat with them. I told her not to worry, cause i could eat at college and then go directly to the gym. cause i wanted to "save time"... she believed me. :) yup... fuck i hate lying to her!! :( So this hotel-restaurant thing is a plus for my weight loss! :)

Tomorrow is tuesday, which means i'll fast! i WILL fast yes yes yesss i will! aaaaaaaaand... i'll ask my dad if C and i can stay the night at the hotel, in case you're wondering... C is one of my BEST friends! :). We'll stay at the hotel, cause on Wednesday she has to go to college and right after that we're going to the movies... YES you guessed right... we're going to watch HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE!!! fucking stoked about that!!! The thing is my parents won't give me the car, cause to be honest i'm still not quite a "good" driver you may say... haha and C has no car! so F (my other best friend :)) will go pick us up to the hotel cause she doesn't wanna drive all the way to my house, no fucking idea why cause it isn't that far but..., yup it would be easier if C and i go to F's house adn stay there but we can't. Cause F had a fight with his dad last night and F doesn't want us to be there and kinda experience a bad vibe from his dad lols.

oh oh but the most important thing iis that i will be able to fast on wednesday too! cause i wont be home!!! :) yayy!! freaking awesome!! aanyway i gotta go it's late and i really need some sleep... love you all!!! and thanxx for the comments!!! :) i love youuu <3>