hi hi hi! :)

hii! okay finally got the time to explain... my dad went to the hotel and asked what was going on with me? he asked if i was okay? if i wanted to leave the house? and i told him that i was okay... that i only needed some time alone blah blah and he was like okay i understand but remember i love you and whatever you need you just tell me okay ? fuckkkk he ripped off my heart :( he's so nice i couldn't bare letting him go so i went back home with him hahaha i'm weak! hahahah :) but i'm okay i realized i was only running away from my issues... which is very very stupid cause my "issues" come with me wherever i go! haha so yeah i'm back! finallyyy! :D:D i missed you!

Detox diet day 1 went on perfect!! :) i'm hoping to lose 8 pounds!! *crossing fingers*. After i finish the detox diet i'll try to fast! :) College starts tomorrow! boo :( i don't wanna wake up early :'( but nah i'll be able to fast! so yay for that!

have you watched the notebook. the movie? okay it's one of my favorite movies. I went to a book fair and saw a white book with the title

THE NOTEBOOK
Nicholas Sparks
A Novel

i immediately grabbed it and OMG it was the book!! i didn't know it was based on a book! i was thrilleddd.. i soo had to buy it haha it was actually really cheap... $ 4.00 it's a bit old and dirty but i don't care!! i started reading it yesterday and omgosh it's a page turner it's soooo sweet!!!! <3 i want a love like that one you know.. so fucking strong that after 14 years he still thinks of you... and you still think of him too <3 nawwwwwwwww how sweet!!!!

ugh i gotta go my mom's calling love you all!!
xoxo